The wrong feelings.

I listened to this when I had wrong feelings for a friend. 

Bombay Bicycle Club // You Already Know 


the moment we forgot we were just good friends
i moved my arm her face went red again
one more bus home 
another silent weekend

said love was painted gold
like all things growing old
the paint peels and slowly falls
you already know (3 x)

looking out the glass 
always sit together
we both know we could be someone better
not with our heads like London weather

said love was painted gold
like all things growing old
the paint peels and slowly falls
you already know (4 x)

So to cure my heart

I went on an adventure

Music adventure

And drown almost every night after acting that I felt nothing for this friend

Lit a candle or two 

Read a sad biography

Read poems

Haruki Murakami's book Norwegian Wood became my escape.

Watanabe felt what I felt

Best friend killed himself

due to a girlfriend that may have liked Watanabe 

Naoko ended up committing suicide in a forest during winter

As snow fell heavily in the darkness of night

The moon shone

It was a sign of her end

Watanabe could never forget her

Until another girl comes into the story

I feel like that girl

How can I surpass my friend's first love

What my heart wants is this